Haha Bob Loblaw is a fictional character from Arrested Development. I've only seen a couple of episodes of that show, but that name stood out to me. Say it fast, and it sounds like "blah blah blah," which is pretty much how I sound when I'm talking to my friends. We talk incessantly!!!

Also, I previously responded to you with my other medium account because that's the only one I can sign in with on my phone. That might be confusing. Sorry about that!

And finally - what you said here about what youd' have to do to get money - that's exactly how I feel. But sometimes when I'm down, I feel like a loser because I'm not "successful" as society defines it.